Impromptu

Hi guys! 12:05am now Trying blogger on my ipad now. Didn't know there is actually an app on ipad for blogger. I feel so cool now like one of the cool kids in the neighborhood haha. Life's good. Period. Slowly starting to really adapt to working full time in an "adult world" environment. Made me learn that I can't have things my way anymore, it's not people and environment adapting to me but me adapting to it. Thinking back, I'm quite a brat seriously. 19 years of my life I've been relying on my parents so much and thought that I can do whatever I want to do without needing to answer to anyone. After I officially stepped into the working world, I can't do that anymore. Sometimes I just feel like giving up and the responsibility is too much but I'm not stressed about it life goes on anyway :( But there's one thing I'm grateful for. It's that I started working first hah after working I can for sure say that I don't want to study architecture. No.

My philosophy of life "for now": it's my golden time, I should do whatever I wish to do. Really want to master my strength to quit as for many years I keep telling myself that this is the only period I can really enjoy life man. Once I graduate from uni I have the spend the next 30 years working. I really should relax and enjoy life now right. I hope there's an machine or microchip in the brain that makes decision for you man. Shall see how it goes and decide from there. But for now, I don't mind having this dull but stable life.

SUCKS. Have to go for in house training in the office tomorrow. My boss really ugh. Zzzz UGH he dunno we all live at extreme ends of the office, to make us go for training on Saturday for 1.5 hours fuck my golden Saturday. Fuckkkkkkkkkkkk. Tolerate NSG. What you're going to learn tomorrow will be helpful for you in the future. Lucky there's car tomorrow. After training tomorrow I must go home and sleep man. And prepare for the long awaited stay over With the girls again at my house!! When was the last time we met? Tomorrow mouth confirm wont stop haha 

Gonna read a few more pages of proof of heaven and 

turn in for bed! Will do another update soon! *PS I don't like pink but I'm always associated with them everywhere* XOXO HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND GUYS

“Define success on your own terms, achieve it by your own rules, and build a life you’re proud to live.”

                                    

                                   

Last post of the year!!!!!

Just came back from batam yesterday! It was by far the most relaxing place on earth! LOL lepak all the way! Gonna blog the last post of 2012, friends, family, what i've achieved, what i didn't achieve, and my 2013 resolutions!

1) FAMILY! This year has been a great year with my family on the 2nd half of the year, the 1st half was meh. our family is more united this 2nd half of the year, laughters heard everyday although my mum nags alot like 1 thing can nag 10 times but still im used to this nagging hahaha. And drinking with my dad~ And btw my family is not those very affectionate kind lol

2) FRIENDS! This year i had a drastic lost of some of my very best friends, and gained new best friends in my life. Was very unaccepting at first but life goes on and i can't control anyone also so yeah! Just make the best out of everything and everyone i have ok! Will really cherish these friends still holding a very deep place in my heart! You know that feeling of once you know he is it, and you've cross the struggle part, you're gonna be best friends forever! Felt that this year hahahhaa

DDC! 7 years and ongoing! We have really been through alot of stuffs, we quarrel sometimes but at the end of the day, it's because we care about each other and if you ask me what did we quarrel about last time, i cant remember any at all! It's all the great memories that we had that covered up for all our shady ones! Love you girls alot and you must understand me because i got the tendency to want things to go my way but im trying to change! SO BEAR WITH ME TILL WE GROW OLD! The trips, outings we have are always amazing and hilarious and memorable!

1E5/2E5 GANG! HAHAHAHAH! Although we are not say very very very very very close but dont't worry this year we had more outings and we're getting close to it! I still love you ginny jiaying najmah! You girls are the only ones who still bothered to ask how am i bla bla this kind of things! And these small thoughts are well kept in my heart till today <3<3 I dont think i need to say much about how much i love all you girls, but still.... I LOVE YOU MUAHMUAH!

POLYGANG!!! I'm so so so so relieved that after almost 3 years we're still so bonded cause you know when school just started, then bond more as a class then as time goes on everyone has their own little cliques but luckily SIDG1001 still stayed so so so bonded after so long! Must be because we spent endless nights in studio chionging our fyp so we care for each other hahaha~ Some of my polymates are super close sisters to me and others are close as well dont say i mean hor! We're 1 big family! UNIT 13 FTW! Hope we can last till when we're old!

PRISCHMATES! Wah this one is crazy! we know each other for a decade already leh so long right!! to be exact we know each other for 13 years!!!!!! Still very close to this 2! We still hold meet ups when poh comes back but recently we met up more especially because of clubbing lol. So weird that clubbing is bringing us more together wtf!!! Very open minded when im with them! Its always topic about boys sex kissing idk what la just feel like i can tell them everything! Love you geri and yeeleng! I MEAN IT!

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3) WHAT I'VE ACHIEVED IN 2012! Accomplished many things this year! Tried clubbing, went to bangkok with my friends, batam with my friends, genting although it was last year, tried many different kinds of jobs, wonderful attachment at banyan tree, Moved and decorated my new bedroom, be more open when talking with my father side de cousins! last time always diam diam sit one corner! Definately exercised more this year, bought my first of first branded stuffs with my money, tried many good food with good company, Take good care of my family and pet especially when they're sick. And many many more BUT THE MORE MEMORABLE ONES ARE.................

I FINALLY KEPT A BLOG ALIVE FOR 1 WHOLE YEAR! First time in my whole life i had endless blogs but this one i kept it alive for 1 year leh!

I GOT INTO DIRECTOR'S LIST FOR MY COURSE WITH A GPA OF 4.0! Told myself since last year that i must prove myself for those who belittle me and think that i'm just a person who doesn't turn up for school and just do slack job at modules and just get on with life.

This is what i want to tell you: UP YOURS DUDES AND BITCHES _|_ When laoniang tries hard, i can top the school i tell you! Still im grateful for my mentor especially weiling! It's year 3 that proves how good you are ok! year 1 year 2 can depend on module to get good grade but year 3 only got 1 final year module so i proved myself :)

I GOT MY DRIVING LICENSE FINALLY! Retook the test and passed with 0 demerit points on my 2nd test! STUPID INDIAN YOU WASTED MY $400 FUCK YOU. But still happy that my skills are proven and the tester said im a perfect driver on the road! Im just those person who once i say im commited to this, i aim to be perfect lol!

 BIG BANG ALIVE CONCERT! The concert i waited for the most!!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY! To have 2 concerts in 1 year is pretty amazing! Unforgettable experience! Big bang knows how to make us high and party and hearing their live made me even more convinced why i like them! BOTH 2NE1 AND BIG BANG ROCKS! Pictures speaks a thousand words! So below are some photos i took during these 2 concert!

2NE1 NEW EVOLUTION CONCERT! This time, 2ne1's concert was like 2 months away from big bang's but this time i was so high i was jumping up and standing all the way la! i think is because of geri she make me damn high! But the girls were amazing their vocals are really omg when heard live!

YG FOR LIFE I TELL YOU!

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4) 2013 NEW YEAR GOALS!

- LOSE WEIGHT. LOSE 15KG AT LEAST! Did not achieve it in 2012 and i gained 7kg somemore wtf this is seriously not good later i cannot marry out how!? HAHAHA i want to get married ok i dont want to live the old nun's life!

-LAST BATTLE WITH FYP! Really i'm losing the touch with my project, just feel like anyhow do and graduate but forbidding myself from saying this! JIAYOU SHUGEE YOU CAN DO IT YOU CAN ONE 1 MORE MONTH ONLY!!!!!

-FIND MY PASSION! I know my dad wont let me rest for 1 year zzzz he wants me to keep studying i want to find passion although i have some talent in design but it's not what i really want! shall think about it later in my life 

-SAVED UP 10K IN MY BANK! Seriously my bank account balance is devastating la

-TRIPS WITH MY DARLINGS! LOL i want graduating trips with my dears! 1 confirmed, 2 still discussing!

-PICK UP A NEW LANGUAGE! ANY!

-LEARN A NEW TALENT! Since i've graduated and have so much free time i want to try new stuffs!

- LIVE A MORE HEALTHY LIFESTYLE! I live my life in fastfood till now!!

-CHERISH THOSE IN MY LIFE! Learn to be more accepting and know that the world doesn't revolve around me!

Thats all for now my major wishes! 2012 is coming to an end. There were good moments, heartbreaking moments and downright awesome moments. So i gladly bid farewell to 2012 and welcome 2013! Let it be a good one!

True story

Going to school for a photo shoot now~ rebonded my hair yesterday~ true quotes below lol

UGH

I have so many things to update la! but then because of the blogger photo limit policy i cannot upload any more photos ugh! change blog? or oay $3 every month just to upload photos lol.

Anyway mid crit over today finally can sleep. i think i did not bad, good response from lecturers! slack time on!

Fuck Whoever

Erm, so I don't get it. Why is there people complaining that us who presented on Monday got it easy and it's unfair for them to have to give full presentation and us only like giving casual presentation while sitting down with lecturer. Is it not counted as a presentation?

In the first place if it's unfair you are talking about, we should be the ones shouting unfair. It's a four days crit and to get chosen for the first day, is that unfair or what? You guys have so many more days then us and can be more productive so why the fuck do I see and hear people complaining about the difference in presentation between first and second day? Did we choose for it to be like this?

And don't fucking say that we didn't have to present the full ppt so its easier and faster for our presentation. It's not like we didn't do the fucking ppt right? We did everything that was asked and everything you guys did so dont fucking judge us. It's actually easier if we can present the whole ppt rather then only giving program proposal and design as its easier for lecturer to understand about this whole design.

And just because I use 1 sentence to explain my design and proposal you say that we did not prepare much?? Dude, do you know how difficult it is to summarize 1 fucking whole 30 slides of PowerPoint into 1 fucking sentence? So don't judge us saying that we got it easy.

Ugh so piss off that people are saying us like we never do anything, you don't know how long I did to do that model and if you guys never do model don't say is because I haolian it's that different people have different ways of showing their design and I happen to choose making models as all the lecturers can better picture everything. You lazy your problem la keep complain lame.

But nontheless I think I did alright for the pre mid crit and I don't have to Care for anyone's opinion I just want to do well, so talk to my hands dudes! I've got no time to entertain sore losers!!

Ugh

Feeling damn PMS now. This feeling please go away now i beg you. Whenever i see this particular person's post on a network, i get damn piss off as he/she is always using other people's photo and not crediting them. Especially MINE.

Ugh shall do some FYP now i hate this bitchy feeling in me now

Instagram

Addicted to instagram seriously!! Gonna do a post on some of my recent instagram photos~ But shall start the blogpost with the accursed today!!! We started school 1 week earlier then the rest of the poly students having holiday already damn sian. Lecturer first day of school tell us friday present video about our site analysis.

Spent tuesday and thursday going to and fro from jurong point and jurong central park but keep dunno what to see and i'm still quite unclear of what i want to do leh. Then did the video till 3am ytd slept till 8am, reach school at 10am then continue do video till like 4pm? Then in the end because got too many students mine postponed to monday tsk tsk tsk waste my sleep!!!!! But nvm this weekend shall go Jurong point and central park again to observe cause always go on weekdays not weekends~ In the end spent the day in sch today playing with friends, watching video, dancing and singing #happymoments they keep trying to unlock my laptop but fail~ sho sad

My first subscription of bellabox reached on wednesday around 9pm!!! SUPER HAPPY when i saw the beautiful box appear on my doorstep. but i greeted the delivery guy with my most cui clothes, hair and face but i dont care~~~~ The contents inside are soooooooooooo good! For $19.95 a month, you get 5 products or more very reasonable sized samples to try (If use everyday think samples can last for a month?) But then it's not super small and i can really test out to see if i like it anot so i'm very happy with bellabox hahahaha!

I really really really really like the hair oil (Square bottle with oil inside) use only once yesterday night. Apply to dry hair lengths and tips and leave for 10 minutes before shampoo then the result was amazing. My hair was not so frizzy leh! recently keep swimming so hair very dry but i only use once and like miracle happened lol! AND also i love the body lotion (nude bottle). Give the very silky feel and super nice smelling, not sticky after you apply totally like put invisible powder/perfume kekekek! Tried the face cleanser (Golden bottle) and my face also not so dry compared to the cleansing water im using now~ Have yet to try the perfume and cleansing water~ SOO SATISFIED WITH BELLABOX

Alright shall end post here lol!

My kittens when i was young!!

 My sexy legs are already the centre of attention since young ok

Big Bang concert! <3 loveeeee

Me and my cousins hahahhaa

World Architecture Festival 2012 at MBS, i was the only breathing person wearing shorts and sandals

 Swim team!

Beloved shugar!!!!!

Old times......

Lying on my bed now, browsing Facebook for photos back when I was still in secondary school! Seriously old times sia! And what shook my sudden interest in finding old time photos? Miss Tzeying just tweeted us a photo when we were in sec 2 I suppose? Determined to make 1 blogpost tonight. Cause only during sec 2 was the first time I rebonded my hair lol. All those lianz times I had and they brought me out of it >.<

Omg seriously suddenly I felt like goin back to 2007 when we all first met, and our only topics are about school works, dramas, huishi and her super junior that time and food. Nothing else! Now when we meet all we talked about are politics around us, gossips, boys ugh what has happened to us! Part o me wants everyone of us to go back to that period when we all are stress free and the only time when we're stress is 2 weeks before exam, all of us DDC will start going to library everyday to camp and revise lol.

Still remembered when I first transferred to huayi, It was mr seow's math class and he ask me to sit beside huishi. And even ask huishi to lend me a foolscap paper cause our school law that we only can use foolscap paper with Hyss logo on it tsk! Then my first friends were huishi, Justin, Desmond, victor lol. Our first group projects were a joke we went to victor house and Justin even overturn his cranberry drink on victor's bed HAHAHA

And also everyday Justin Desmond will call me to ask me sponsor them maple coins cause I was higher rank in maple WAHAHAHAHA and I will everyday call huishi house phone to ask her how to do school work and we would chat on the phone for damn long everyday but she very patient >.< Meixuan will keep overnight at my house although we say is do work but most of the time we were playing games like audition, and that jump jump game last time very addicted one.

Then seriously I don't remember how we DDC got together one leh. Only remember we were sitting in the school library one day when suddenly eeping gave us roles. Me vice CEO, qwerty CEO, Tzeying executive director, Meixuan director, huishi secretary, cyrus toilet bowl of the toilet bowl shit cleaner lol! Then we did our first project as DDC and visited goat farm!

Then then in the 2 years of 1e5 2e5, huishi kept rambling about her super junior and force me jiaying and victor to listen and we got hooked and join the deadly world of kpop. Tzeying and meixuan all about band, qwerty Jonas brothers and eeping forever talking to us about anime HAHA! I remember the first anime she intro me during sec 1 was ouran high school host club! Still 1 of my favourites!

Then we parted, me alone in 3e1 Meixuan 3e2 huishi Tzeying 3e4 qwerty eeping 3e3~ but I'm still super glad that our friendship stayed super strong after 7 years hoho xoxo! Couldn't have imagine life without anyone of them and although we had our ups and downs (mine and Ty lasted for like 4 months) but glad that we're still in 1 place and we still love each other! Hope we can all be true to each other and just be honest so there won't be any backstabbing going on! HUAT AH!