TGIF!! Although it's still not the end of this attachment, but still! It's good that weekends are approaching! Shall spend some quality time with my family this coming weekend :D

For the past few days have been damn busy with photoshop and CAD works but today's the presentation to the boss and i'm finally free from work!! Have not yet been given any work at all since morning good good hope this continues for the rest of next week at least!

Practiced for my FTT evaluation later in the office wish me good luck but confirm full marks one la i practice the damn 550 questions for 2 times already no mistakes at all!!!

Good stuffs happening next and next next week!

1st May- Tuesday labour day public holiday
6th May- Vesak day (Meeting tarmeel for kbox and dinner)
7th May- YESSA Company compensate for vesak day so holiday also dont have to celebrate my bday with     monday working blues
8th May- FTT
9th May- Cousin wedding hehe hotel food always rocks
12th May- K session with my beloved KPOP gang
13th May- Follow cousin for some shoot he need to model for some product or sth

That's about all the plans confirmed! Putting it here so i wont forget like what i did last week~ May there only be good things happening hehe

XOXO Shugee~~

Changed

In case some of you haven't notice yet. I've changed. Physically and mentally. I've lost abit of weight on my legs wtf i want to lose weight above my waist not my legs zzzz!! And yes, my way of thinking changed. I used to be the girl who craves for attention and gets angry for no reasons just pure feelings.  But now, suddenly, before every action, i think whether it's worth my time or concern. LOL i dont even feel enthusiastic about my birthday like i did for the past few years already. I'm even thinking of spending it alone or just a simple dinner with close friends will do.

It's scary how i adapted to these changes so quickly. I've stopped being too caring to not get hurt. It's even scarier how insignificant I can be in someone's life. Especially those I hold dear. I've just grown up and no one in this world stays unchange forever.

Growing up, scares me. really. What's worse was how other people change so quickly. It's even scarier. I'm still the bubbly shugee you know but i think as time goes by, you'll realise that i really became a different person. 

I think friends are as important as love and family. 

I've seriously thought about this. And have came to my senses who i really should care about and who i shouldn't even waste my time on. They don't care, so why should i even be concern about them? lol. Step in my shoe, and you'll understand where I'm coming from and why I'm saying all these. Used to be angry when they dont include me in the outings but now the feeling is just mutual. We're still friends of course, just not as close as we used to be haha.

And of course a group of people i'll like to protect in my life. Those people whom i cherish! Hope nothing goes wrong and they'll be in my life forever. My childhood friends from Kok family haha! They've been with me through thick and thins since i was 4 LOL! the 2 brother and the sister who's my girlfriend lol! And i realise that my babies from secondary sch and poly are all very very into kpop. Ok maybe 1 is into piano and fashion but i still love the whole lot of them! Hope my feelings go to them! KPOP FTW! And i love you girls forever :)

August Band girl, Same bday as me girl, SS501 girl, SJ girl, BIGBANG girlsssssssssssssss (yes YGFAM rocks), SHINEE girl (i want to see you dance someday!!), Mahjong girls. I love you girls!

Love. No we won't work. I just don't feel it. We belong in different worlds. We tried. You said we're both playful and we can work this out together. I can see that you're working hard to be more less clubber? I can see your effort. But it just wont work out between us. I'm sorry. I want to enjoy single life more. Not ready for a commitment. I know you'll find someone better :)

Parts of me don't want year 3 to start. As in i don't want to go to sch. Don't like to face stress. Used to attachment life already. YAY! Booked tickets for bkk on 23june! 1 day after attachment ends~ Going with chenhong this time round! Can't wait kekeke! 

Emma watsons so pretty sigh. have been really sensitive about my weight recently. lol although i've lost some, but lost it at wrong parts of my body. Hope my arm, stomach fats can move its way up to my boobs. 

Attachment life!!!

Sigh attachment ate away half month of my holiday. Everyday wake up 6:20am, slack till 6:30am, play with shugar, eat breakfast, bath, leave for work at 7:15am reach at 8:20am then see kk and sx already sitting there, shengchao forever best employee award lol. Then start doing cad, go meetings, do photoshop and keep talking to my table partner yunhui lol~

Don't really like this kind of corporate life like everyday standard time start work, standard time end work

Fun colleagues, boring workplace, nothing to eat for lunch everyday~ used to this life already leh, even weekends I also will wake up at around 11am.

Waiting for Jhune to give me the annotations for jui Zhai gou, china. The projects im taking part in. Lol If really my design got approve then I can go china for site visit leh lol!

The yunhui ah ITE graduate then 3D Max cad photoshop damn zai but he didn't get into any poly, he just called Zalina cause I help ask about if can he send his portfolio to sch etc etc~ really hope he get in if not his talent jiu wasted really. He keep talking non stop eh cannot stand!!! Lol

HAHA! Ytd met with Meixuan <3 finally she's back! The moment we met our mouth never stop talking! Love her <3 waiting for ah sai and ah kim to come back now jiu can reunite le HAHA!

Photos below! Shall blog again soonish

bangkok day 2!

Continue-ing from my previous post, below will be day 2 of bangkok trip! most tiring/fun/gained day out of all days lol. Managed to have a nap for around 1 hour? yea the first nigh i couldn't sleep at all. Lucky manage to catch a nap if not i dont think i can tahan my 2nd day at the bustling city, bangkok!

Took quite a long time to prepare before heading out to chatuchak, left hotel at around 7:30am? haha dont really remember! i only remember i caught the sunrise. Wanted to have breakfast at mac in the morning but the mac not open yet!! ZZZ! then we decided to find food at chatuchak. Was already dead hungry by then seriously!

Off we goooo! to chatuchak haha! see seokxian's half awake eyes

Took a cab for around 15 mins only? quite fast! then we walked a very very long street before we reach a cafe for breakfast! no shops were open yet! cheat my feeling la!

The curry puff and hot chocolate saved my life man! the hot chocolate was the best hot chocolate i've tasted in my life. really. those going bkk remember go this cafe. i forgot the name -.- lollllll but it's situated right in the middle of chatuchak!

chance upon ppl filming for some drama? variety? idk la but the girl is really pretty. really really pretty! so jealous of bkk ppl born to be so pretty!

really like the porcelein, bowls there but didn't buy any in the end cause scared break when travelling back lol!!

LOL this building? statue? was the only statue we recognise so whenever we got lost, we just uturn and find this statue HAHA. chatuchak is seriously too big went there for 2 days also not enough! and i dont recognise the road at allll.

HAHA,see seokxian shag like siao carry the bag!! bought some chicken wings before we went back to the hotel and it was very very very very nice and 30 bahts for 4 chicken wings only! went back on the 3rd day to find but cannot find the stall already super sad.

THIS SUPER CUTE DOG!!!!!!!! omg cannot resist not touching it! AND, this shocking incident happened. seokxian's bag broke!!!! because she put too much stuffs inside! which then was a sign for us to head back to the hotel and put our stuffs first HAHA!

Our insane loots! this was our loots with only like 3 hours of shopping? we cab back to the hotel at 1pm, organise and pack the clothes we bought and cab back down to chatuchak again! Come back always jam one but cab there so cheap we keep cabbing here and there here and there~

 Shoe seokxian bought for 900 baht? dont remember the price but around SGD 30 quite nice but not my style lol~ then smart me decided not to bring my heavy DSLR on our 2nd trip down to chatuchak. BUT WE TOOK THE TUK TUK UGHHHH then i very qi gek cannot take photos!!!

Night time, walked to platinum mall for dinner but realise that all the mall closes at 8:30PM shocking leh mall close so early one!! we had dessert first before having our dinner. weird us hahaha! but it's cheap and nice the choco fondue! they even had heart shape candles and service was greatttt~ 200 baht for everything?

LOL the white choco which looks like a deer to me~ i made it call me a pro ok!

Then we walked even further down, and i bought a pair of shoe and make up products, just 1 short road buy so many things already. the power of bangkok ok! Anyway, landed ourself in this japanese restaurant which serves veryyyyyy goooooddddddd garlic rice and gyoza (i ordered) and cheap also! 130 baht total, $4 plus? im craving for the rice lor!

I realise i spent quite alot donating to old people, kids on the street. have no idea why but my heart just tells me to donate lol .

Back to our hotel, very comfy hotel~ and ended our night peacefully. 2nd night i fell asleep faster then seokxian! she say she called my but i didnt answer LOL and she say she woke up in the middle of the night and i didn't move at all. super funny lor! i sleep i wont move one~~~~~~~~

Shall continue with day 3 tmr! hehe