Hello~

Sitting on my bed and watching how i met your mother~ Still so interesting no matter how many times i rewatch it. Started watching panda and the hedgehog yesterday and i finished 6 episodes already oh god i hate waiting for the next episode. That's why i always start watching a drama after it's finished airing but i'm too bored recently with holiday with nothing to doooooooooooooooo~ Now i can't wait for the next episode ahhh!

Went for site analysis that day, sat down at starbucks with meixuan for quite a long time and i got nothing much out of it leh, might need to visit JP again cause wednesday i'm going back to school to consult my mentor miss weiling~~~ and part of me hoping that larry's there so i can explain to him about my previous progress and he can give me some suggestions hahahahahaha!

Been dreaming alot. especially after holiday has started!!! remembered last tuesday i had 4 dreams in the same night lol. and yesterday i dreamt that i was part of 2NE1 and TOP was actually a gay with hwang sabu! SCARY SHIT! But the with 2NE1 part was nice keke

GAHHHH I MISS SCHOOOL! now everyday wake up either eat bread if not cup noodle so sick of it but i'm so lazy to go to 651 to buy food!!!! But tomorrow onwards till like next saturday im going to be pretty busy and lunch's taken care of so i dont need eat at home alone lol

Tomorrow, monday, tuesday- go waipo house fold kimzua, prepare gongteck for my er yi
Wednesday- go school, NDP meeting, chenwei birthday
Thursday- Driving, Chenhong dinner
Friday- KPOP GANG FINALLY MEETS AGAIN

Was hoping that i could slot swimming somewhere next week, need it badly and although it's 7th month but i dont care if i drown got lifeguards save meeeeee~~~

Haven't blogged about this before but this is my table in studio, lol all the photos make me cannot concentrate la! especially the chansung's u iz healed by my sexy and the gwangsoo is the one friend you dont want to lose tsktsk!!!

Wanted to show me being a hardworking girl lol do model in sch everyday #nolife

AND YAYNESS! Our chalet is coming 1st october, went down to make payment at chevron with lingyun that day woohoo~ ok imma swim and i hope the lifeguard's not there when i swim that day. he's a poly student and its embarassing if he sees me swimming lolllllllll~ nonetheless i'm still waiting for this day!!

OK BACK TO HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER BYE

Old times......

Lying on my bed now, browsing Facebook for photos back when I was still in secondary school! Seriously old times sia! And what shook my sudden interest in finding old time photos? Miss Tzeying just tweeted us a photo when we were in sec 2 I suppose? Determined to make 1 blogpost tonight. Cause only during sec 2 was the first time I rebonded my hair lol. All those lianz times I had and they brought me out of it >.<

Omg seriously suddenly I felt like goin back to 2007 when we all first met, and our only topics are about school works, dramas, huishi and her super junior that time and food. Nothing else! Now when we meet all we talked about are politics around us, gossips, boys ugh what has happened to us! Part o me wants everyone of us to go back to that period when we all are stress free and the only time when we're stress is 2 weeks before exam, all of us DDC will start going to library everyday to camp and revise lol.

Still remembered when I first transferred to huayi, It was mr seow's math class and he ask me to sit beside huishi. And even ask huishi to lend me a foolscap paper cause our school law that we only can use foolscap paper with Hyss logo on it tsk! Then my first friends were huishi, Justin, Desmond, victor lol. Our first group projects were a joke we went to victor house and Justin even overturn his cranberry drink on victor's bed HAHAHA

And also everyday Justin Desmond will call me to ask me sponsor them maple coins cause I was higher rank in maple WAHAHAHAHA and I will everyday call huishi house phone to ask her how to do school work and we would chat on the phone for damn long everyday but she very patient >.< Meixuan will keep overnight at my house although we say is do work but most of the time we were playing games like audition, and that jump jump game last time very addicted one.

Then seriously I don't remember how we DDC got together one leh. Only remember we were sitting in the school library one day when suddenly eeping gave us roles. Me vice CEO, qwerty CEO, Tzeying executive director, Meixuan director, huishi secretary, cyrus toilet bowl of the toilet bowl shit cleaner lol! Then we did our first project as DDC and visited goat farm!

Then then in the 2 years of 1e5 2e5, huishi kept rambling about her super junior and force me jiaying and victor to listen and we got hooked and join the deadly world of kpop. Tzeying and meixuan all about band, qwerty Jonas brothers and eeping forever talking to us about anime HAHA! I remember the first anime she intro me during sec 1 was ouran high school host club! Still 1 of my favourites!

Then we parted, me alone in 3e1 Meixuan 3e2 huishi Tzeying 3e4 qwerty eeping 3e3~ but I'm still super glad that our friendship stayed super strong after 7 years hoho xoxo! Couldn't have imagine life without anyone of them and although we had our ups and downs (mine and Ty lasted for like 4 months) but glad that we're still in 1 place and we still love each other! Hope we can all be true to each other and just be honest so there won't be any backstabbing going on! HUAT AH!

Comeback!

Finally our 11 weeks of school for semester one is finally over! But the bad thing is, i don't feel this 7 weeks holiday ahead of me at all! I HAVE NO IDEA WHY OMG. Then the thoughts of me graduating is scary. I don't have plans for myself at the moment and i don't want to leave school, my comfort zone for 3 years. The fear of going to a new school, making new friends haunts me and of course, in life there's always dramas no matter where you are. And i don't like the idea of being part of it sigh but there's no such things as no one hates you, always will have that somebody not happy of what you're doing one. And there's no such person that has no enemies. Trust me. No one lol..

HOLIDAYS. 7 weeks. For the first time in my whole life, i felt sad having this 7 weeks holiday? is it because of the boy i can't see for these 7 weeks? i dunno, and i also feel that if i stop doing FYP now i will return to school in sem 2 totally clueless and lazy, i need to keep up with this pace you know. Hope that i can go on a vacation somewhere, anywhereeee. Nah, so not feeling it. Not gonna find part time job, just gonna continue doing my FYP and that darn NDP project which i dont feel like doing at all.

Mid crit and final crit passed well, received good comments, way too good then i expected. I myself am shock and my lecturers kept telling me that i took a super huge leap from the year 2 shugee who don't appear at school to the year 3 shugee who comes to school everyday and is always doing something useful for FYP. Part of me happy, part of me feels like im becoming a nerd with no life lol, But nonetheless, FYP is currently the most important thing to me right now. Without a good grade i can't go anywhere.

Mood, unbalance, recently keep got this moody feel in me which i dont experience much. Most people see me as a happy go lucky girl but i got feeling one ok not everyday i can be so happy. But just recently i feel more moody then last time. dunno whether to be happy or angry or sad. Should i take the initiative? Yes and no? I'm afraid of rejection and then it'll be damn awkward. ok you dunno what i'm talking about LOL even my FYP project is about when you are inside you feel like you're outside. When you're outside you feel that you're inside. so insideoutsideception.

AIYA BAD THINGS ASIDE, finally met up with insane kids after not meeting for 1@$!#%!$!#!@#!%! long time. Had a great chat, a great one indeed, filled our stomach with javier, we took too much, watched imperfect, chat, shop, chat non stop! it's always fun with them and they're people where i can share my emotions and everything too. I hope they feel the same way also but then until now i have not yet exposed my whole self to them la hope next time when i more confident i can do it. And i hope i dont lose this bunch of friends whom i know for like 7 years. Of course my poly friends too they're a diamond in my heart hahaha all of you hold a place in my heart ok!

SEE OUR SERVINGS

OUR OVERFILL STOMACH. I FEEL VERY SORRY FOR THE LEFTOVER POTATO SALAD

Huishi claims that her face very V here. AND I REGRET NOT BUYING THE CAP FUCK

lol tzeying's fav gumsmile

MAHJONG TOMORROW WITH THE MAHJONG GANG! GONNA MEET MEIXUAN EARLIER FOR STARBUCKS!!!! GOODBYE! and that insecure feeling in me please get out

Busy busy busy busy

I know I'm blogging lesser and lesser everyday~ how long was it since I last blogged? 2 months? Lolllllll in the mrt now do figured that I'll have some time to do some self reflections. And btw THANK GOD FOR THE LONG WEEKENDS.

Sch's alright for now, CDL finally over the stupid storage design wasted so much of my time. Presented tofay and woke the developers, architects, bosses up with my super loud voice lol. Started with: "GOOD EVENING, WE ARE PACS" lolllll. another project coming up, NDP2013 we have to drain the fun pack wtf. And FYP, idk leh I just don't feel the sense of urgency to do it, and this is not good. Ugh get your facts right shugee!!! FYP is the most important thing to you right now not some random dramas zzzz

Previous few days keep staying in sch till like 12am then still need train home zzz. And driving test on 06 November nervous shit when I saw the tester's black face at BBDC. Aaaaaaah but still long la I still got like 10 classes more to go~

Have been missing dinner at home too often I'm sorry mummy. I always get tempted by the stupid lingyun to go outside eat!!!! Dunno why I always fall into her trap haish.

Hope I can at least meet some friends over the weekends? Thinking whether to go JB tomorrow anot~ and my mum went to the furniture fair at expo and came home with batam ferry tickets.

Aiya just to summarize, it's going to get pretty damn busy for the next few weeks cause of final crit. Nonetheless, let me enjoy this weekends first hehe!

Lingyun looks damn pedophile in this photo lol